>edfaend, as predicted, is coming. As I thought would happen, I have just been informed that unless something changes I am to be Let Go from Lexmark on July 31st. I had prophesied that this would occur on the 31st of the following month so I am nearly a whole month slow but still right. Being right in this case gives me no satisfaction. I will be as noble about this as I can be.
Keep it under your hat if you find this. I’m suppose to keep this secret until the last minute.
I’m headed to Canada for vacation. I have no idea what all I’m gonna do up there except sight-see and drink.
Working at Lexmark sucks and I want a new job.
Lexmark gets in my way of doing anything the way I want. They don’t challenge me or provide me with real work. I don’t think i care if I’m here any more. Awesome.
I have helped them as much as they are going to let me help them and now they are not only asking me to help them but they are getting in the way of me helping them.
Time to Go.
Rally against those who would possess the world for they are the truly greedy. Let go of your desire for earthly things for in the end they mean nothing. No life has meaning except that which cares for its fellow man. Hold in your heart love for all living things. Know that no person is perfect but the noble strive for all of their life to help others. No man who asks to govern you has your best interests at heart. Trust yourself because without that you can’t hope to trust others. Learn what true suffering is and attempt to rid it of yourself and those around you. Encourage people to help others because no man can change the world by themselves.
Live. Love. Create.
I am so tired of the people who I perceive to be stupid. I’m tired of people protecting them and helping them. I’m tired of hating them.
I’m tired of a lot of things.
I’m tired of being tired.
I think I might go to Canada for vacation on the week of my birthday.
To your battle skills all should give deference,
(or at least, that would be your preference),
But this goblin is crass
So you hand him his ass
With a witty old pop culture reference.
All at once you’re approached by an Orc
Who comes after you waving a spork.
With a thud and a squish,
Well, you make that Orc wish
He was never dropped off by the stork.
I shit you not
I’m several years behind the curve on this but I have started playing kingdom of loathing. I am a level 5 disco bandit named Hamdinger. Google it or wiki it here or here.
Let’s booze up and Riot!
It looks like it is time for me to start painting nightmare paintings again.
I want to kill people without remorse, skin them, then inflate their former husks into horrible ballons.
Nothing matters any where. There is nothing greater after this. Nothing I do here will matter to me once I’m gone. If no one cares about me why should I care about anyone else.
Time for nightmare art.
Watchmen comes out tomorrow. A bunch of friends of mine are going to the 12:01 showing. I thought about going but it is sold out by now. I’m kinda glad I’m not; the movie is 2 hours and 43 minutes long! I have to be at work in the morning. If I was lucky and got home and asleep by 3:15 that be 4 hours and 15 minutes of sleep before work and screw that.
When I got home from work today at about 5:30-5:45 the cops had blocked off the end of my street. I over heard some yokel talking: It seems that some one shot someone else near Lexington Greene and made it to my street but for the cops surrounded them. I don’t know what the rest of the story is; I’ve been messing around on my computer.
I’ve been playing around with fedora 10. It is extra crazy awesome. KDE is good. Yum is a way better updater then windows update. The whole thing is smooth. It also looks like it might support my HDMI better. I’ll give that a try later. Basically I have been dorking out hard core and loving it.
Crockett is getting married on Sept the 12th. Bush is no longer president. Obama walked from Capitol Hill to the White House. I discovered “Dead like me”.
The economy is getting worse which is impressively horrible. Work is a strange mix of boring and stressful and with lay offs approaching I’m wondering if I’m going to have a job in 3 months. I’m acting all ballsy because I can go on unemployment for a little while but I’m worried there won’t be a job a the end of it or that I’ll get unemployment in the first place.